That scary moment when you’re about to go to bed and then you realize you had homework.
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❝ The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.
— ― Marilyn Monroe
“The power of self-control is the power to assert oneself in a positive way. it involves the capacities to regulate oneself, to anticipate consequences,and to give up an immediate gratification to realize a long term goal.” LOOKS LIKE OUR WORLD NEEDS A LITTLE MORE SELF CONTROL
as teachers “part of our mission is to create communities with fewer nightmares, where self-control and care for others minimizes the possibility of violence.”
Crying for the past week
Alomst my birthday, yet i feel like complete and utter shit. this has to be the worst time in my whole entire life. So many problems and so little tears, but i’ve proven that wrong already. Besides having the worst week; getting bad news after bad news after bad news, things just seem to get worse bringing me down the the most ultimate low.
I am lonely. I am scared. I am worried. I feel weak. I cant decribe every single feeling in my body.
There are things I can change and things i cant. this week i have come to acept the things i can take into my hands and the things i can only watch and hope get better. But last night I have encountered a problem im which i want to so desperately take under my control but i cant. I care too much to stand and watch but I cant. It scares me that i have evoked so many emotions in literally a 10 minutes time.
I cry cry and cry. But it stops today (or i want it too). the thing i live most by is just not stressing and not caring or worrying but i cant help it with certain things.I care too much. But some people dont want to be cared about some people dont care. It breaks my heart and i am crying even thinking about it but i hope this is my last tear. i know its not, but hopefully writing it out will help.
I need a hug, i need reassurance that everything will be ok. i need a friend. i dont need advice or words to make me feel good or bad. i just need a hug.
It has been a long time since I’ve been on.
I forgot that when i felt lonely or hurt, I used to use tumblr as an outlet to let me emotions out there. Dont mind the posts that will follow it is just me venting
